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October 10, 2008
2:20
Frat Boys
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woooooooohoooooooooooo**fans herself** GOD BLESS THE HIGHERING SOCIETY for the security in malls..you guys have outdone yourselves..

really

I owe you

where the hell do you make these guys?!?!?!?
**drools**

hot+dumb as shit+incredibly useless+shamelessly subjective+shamelessly shameless+shallow+stuck up+arms fitting in shirts like sin+pretending to be smart+yummies

= lily's type of dude;)

at work..
s.g=secuirty guard, at least 6 ft, fit, a bit on the skinny side for my taste, dark hair dark eyes two dimples!!mmmmmmm
o.c= old couple

lily=[leaning against the counter discussing politics with an old couple using her hands widly]
s.g=[strutts in the shop, walks up to the counter, hands me an envlope looking all serious and shit]
lily=[doesnt even glance at him and continues her debate about the lack of liberal ideals in the liberal party while tearing up the envelope]
s.g.="no dont open it!you need to give that to your manager'
lily=[glances at him]"sure thing suga'[continues talking to o.c and begins ringing up thier purchases]
s.g.=[frowns] 'you need to give to her now'
lily=[hands the o.c thier purchases and bids them adieu then turns to s.g]'sure thing suga, now can i help you with anything else?'
s.g=[getting clearly pissed]'can you please give it to her now???'
lily=[glances around the store for customers] 'hun its just an invitation to a charity thing, I will give it to her when she comes back from break'
s.g=[turning red] 'you could have said something'
lily=[absently smiling]'said something about what suga?'
s.g.=[leaves with a huff]

so i find out this hunk, went and told my manager that she just hired an idoit. She went on and told him that I was too smart thus socailly awkward...^-^ hahahahahahaha I am going to play with him some more this weekend and update you peoples

keep it hot dahlings
October 07, 2008
16:45
Sighs..
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Are there any men like this now?!?! I demand one manufactured immediately!!
Critiera
-confident,self assured, comfortable in being them (no matter how wacky:P)
-not intimitaded by strong women, respects her mind and body:P
-quirky, and smart
**hint hint**christmas present:P
October 06, 2008
0:54
cranky
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...so i took a nap..all better now

ibi apple juice and crackers with cheese.
October 03, 2008
23:27
messed up
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I wandered around for hours, in heels nonetheless, not talking not smiling not really look at or for anything. I felt lost, so utterly lost. I kept staring blankly and stopping randomly on the street.It was freezing today my bag was heavey my feet hurt my nose was frozen and my eyes were watering, adding insult to injury I had my period, I learned that I am behind all my classes and didn't even start my thesis..But all that aside, I found out that the closest people to me didnt know me. Who I was, what I am, what I do or how I act. That I am nothing but a snobby, snotty, spoiled, self absorbed bitch. How the fuck am I supposed to deal with that? I mean I know my faults, by god, I do, but really?

to say the least..not a good day, week or month..

I want to just walk away..I dont want to compulsively try to fix everything, I want to disappear. I don't want to care.. I want to have a breaking point, where I explode and let it all out. I don't want to be so logical and practical. I want to just be free.

make it stop..
September 30, 2008
5:41
Laish chethy?!?!?!
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see post on October 16 2007 for a similar rant

agian really??? as if! What the fuckin hell?!?!? friiggggin hell man..How difficult is it to see the damn moon???aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh

thats it

I am writting a letter!

I am sick and tired I tell ya ..having to explain to myself and the ignorant gin and vodka soaked dudes in my lab.

I
WANT
IT
TO BE
EID
NOW..
friggin hell...

I am upset...I dislike this..Despise it..abhor it..detest it..

ooooooooooooooofffftttttt**stomps her foot**

EVERYONE is breaking thier fast...Whhhhhhhhyyyyy do we always have a day behind everyone?!?!

THAT IS IT!

Next year I am fasting 28 days..Thats it..I will show them

**snifs**

bas ibi my morning coffee

is that so much to ask?

**sobs**

eid kum mubarak u jackasses who get to break thier fast...
September 29, 2008
9:57
Buses
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Scene 1
Jumps off one bus, sprints down the bus terminal (in the cutest heels ever), barely missing some stray child( someone put him in a barn where he belongs, please). Grabs a free newspaper, flashes a charming smile to the news paper dude or dudette (I can never tell). Charges up two flights of stairs waves at the bus which doesnt stop and keeps on its merry way. She stands cursing under her breath which comes out laboriously, first in arabic then english. Abya fluttering around shala perched only by gravity, she shoves her Katherine Hephburn glasses back on her slightly crooked pert nose and continues her muttering as she adjusts her mammoth arm bag weighing three ton to balance on one of her feet as she reapplies her lipgloss while scanning the coming buses.

Scene 2
One shoe under her arm, the other shoved on her foot, shala waving like a flag around her head. Blazer half way on, tie undone, buttons misbuttoned, bag hanging askewed on her arm with random contents sticking out. She runs down six flights of stairs while trying to rebutton her shirt, and ties her shala. Runs down the street then across ducking behind a garbage truck and waves merrily at an angry car horn which barely missed her figure as she wrestled her way through bodies to get on the bus. Once on she gets dressed much to the amusment of the passengers, and begins to put on her make up, intiating help from an old italian grandfather who proceeds on telling her the story of his life.

Scene 3

She pushes through a herd of people, makes it on to the covetted univeristy bound bus, sandwiched between two people. Unfortunaltly one didnt have any personal hygine. She thinks nothing of leaning closer to the cutie freshly smelling freshmen who becomes flustered. Smiling up flirtatiously he turns around slightly with a blush creeping on his cheeks. Chuckling under her breath she reaches into her bag and grabs her ringing phone keeping her eye on the boy. Assuring her prof that no she didnt forget to freeze the fat at minus 80 degrees and yes she had perpard the sucrose as he instructed and that yes she was on her way to learn how to gel slides. A seat freed up and instead of taking it, the boy gestures her. Smiling she touches his arms and says thanks handsome. He stands rooted for the rest of the bus trip during which she rumpages through her bag for her lipgloss (chapped lips...) and keeps handing him stuff to hold while she digs through her bag.

I now have a phd in bus manipulations..;)My entire neighbourhood knows my antics, the bus drivers now wait for me in the morning..I am always running late for the bus..God Bless the OC transpo.Bastards that I depend on.
September 21, 2008
3:37
Experimental Fuck Up
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-------------you are forwarned..this is a mad totally unramadan worthy post..read at your discretion..if you do not like foul language or are opposed to animal experimentation..Plz contact your nearest therapist or jump off a bridge..have a great day.

So yea..Remeber that thesis project that I was totally psyched about? Well, I wasted 7 hours a day for 14 days in a hot stuffy lab that is full of people who love nothing more then to gossip about me for being different..

So the fuck what;
I dont fuckin drink
I dont fuck every male or female I see
I dont enjoy talking about fuckin
I am the only one in the entire building that is not white and a muslim

get over your fuckin selves

Ilmuhim, back to my project.

So yea we (my prof and myself) decided that we were going to use a couple of paradims. Stress, fat accumulation, food intake with regular chow, food intake with a high fat diet that was adminstered right after the stress for a duration of two hours. He decided on a social stressor..Which I hate. It basically consists of putting my mice (they are GHSR-strain) in with another strain of mice (CD-1's) that are known to be mean mother fuckers..They are to remain in the bully cage for ten minutes. After which the high fat diet is adminstered and I give two hours to lick thier wounds and eat.

The GHSR's are genetically modified, some of them have the gene that expresses the hormone grehlin removed (they are called the gherlin knockouts) and the others are just the regular dudes, so just the wild types. Seeing they are gentically modified mice, we breed them ourselves and they require some time before they are fit to enter any experimental trials. My prof is the only dude who does this genetic breeding bussiness.Basically these little buggers are hard to get.

Ilmuhim, what happened was after we kill the mice, the blood is extracted and the plasma is seperated so we have access to the white blood cells. Some of the samples did not seperate quite as well as the others..but that was expected, you always get a couple fucked up ones.

Ilmuhim, yoou then pipet the white blood cells into little tubes and run them through a bioessay. This gives us the cortisol level that we are looking for..

but

guess what??

the cortisol levels were WHACK..not whack as in cool or fascinating..oh no..whack as in totally and utterly FUCKED UP. so yea.. We are going to run them agian, but Im not going to hold my breath..it means I wont have enough to run the ghrelin kit...oooooooooofffttttttt....I need to replicate the study, which means spending more time in the stuffy lab with the atmosphere of a sterotypical high school and having to balance that with full time school, my thesis paper, grad school applications, two jobs, volunteer work and the shit I deal with at home..

fuckin terrific...sounds like a swell time..Im going skydiving in novemeber..Maybe I will jump and not land..

I need to punch something..The dumb track was closed..I couldnt even go for a run..I need some dairy queen or coffee..**sighs**
September 16, 2008
7:08
feelings..ew
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Feeling about ;

school: CRAP, SHIT..aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhaa everything is in the air..not good not good at all

home: **sighs, tears at her hair** yea pretty much the the same shit

music: lovin viva la vida by coldplay, and the youtube singer group boyce avenue

movies: I want to watch a moooooooooovie so bad..I havent seen one in ages and ages

food: I want sushi..now..I want ramadan to end ..now

drinks: oh god I could MURDER for coffee..just one cup

addictions: all this crap makes me itch for a smoke..just one..I swear just one

smells: dior posion, chanel No.5, YSL Elle, gucci by gucci and jasmine

tastes: french vanilla, watermellon

make up: purple. mauve, red

friends: ugh..fuckin hell.

relatives: no big loss. I didnt like them anyway

ramadan: finsh up already ^_^

extermities: itchy ..damn unkown alergies..

self: lost just completely and utterly lost
September 14, 2008
7:09
You know...
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You Know You're Canadian When:

You're not offended by the term, "Homo Milk."--> up in here we love our homo's thank you very much

You understand the phrase, "Could you pass me a serviette, I just dropped my poutine, on the chesterfield." -->duh

You eat chocolate bars, not candy bars -->who the hell calls them candy bars?? so unsexy

You drink pop, not soda. --> soda is a totally different drink people

You know what a Mickey and 2-4 mean.

You don't care about the fuss with Cuba. It's a cheap place to go for your holidays, with good cigars. -->and you mention that smoking is not permitted in any public place and is frowned upon;)

You know that a pike is a type of fish, not part of a highway. -->damn good fish too

You drive on a highway, not a freeway. -->417 baby

You have Canadian Tire money in your kitchen drawers. --> I am a millionaire with canadian tire money

You get excited whenever an American television show mentions Canada. -->**jumps up and down**

You brag to Americans that: Shania Twain, Jim Carrey, Celine Dion and many more are Canadians. -->SUCKERS!!!

You know that a Canadian was the C.E.O. of American Airlines from 1998-2003 --> and now ironically the hudson bay company is owned by the americans..

You know what a touque is. --> sexy hats baby sexy hats

You know that the last letter of the English alphabet is always pronounced "Zed" not "Zee". --> Damn right..Dumb Americans..Don't even know their alphabets

You understand the Labatt Blue commercials. --> these ones still confuse me..I dont see the connection between a blonde and drunk moose..I just dont..sorry

You know how to pronounce and spell "Saskatchewan." -->Need to go visit there..

You perk up when you hear the theme song from "Hockey Night in Canada." --> its my mozart;)

"Eh?" is a very important part of your vocabulary and more polite than, "Huh?" -->Totally

Winter. Whenever you want it. And then some. -->keep me satisfied love

There's German food, Italian food, Chinese food, Armenian food, American food, but NO Canadian food. --> unless you count umm beer and um bacon oh and poutine;)

You like the Americans a little because they don't want Quebec either. -->Hey HEY, I like the quebecors..Love thier racist discrimanatory asses to pieces..They make the best boys in tight shirts for my viewing pleasure;)

Everything is labelled in English and French. -->always read the french label...Makes shopping more fun when your butchering a language..outloud..lol!

You spell "colour" and "favourite" with "ou" no just "o" because you know thats stupid--> I need a spell checker thats Canadian people

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My thoughts:

I can proudly sew my country's flag on my backpack .
I believe in peace keeping, not policing,
diversity, not assimilation,
I speak my native language and english and french (somewhat) and anyother language that my convience store owner speaks.
Canada is the second largest landmass and the first nation of hockey and yummilcious hockey players ;)
I'm too nice to call you an ass in your face, but I will raise my eyebrow at you.
'Eh' should be in the dictionary..the most useful word evvver
We like our man and women mixed naked, and free to sleep with whomever floats thier boat;).
A toque is a sexy hat, a chesterfield is a couch,
and it is pronounced 'zed' not 'zee', 'zed'.
Our current prime minister is the current presidents bitch
We shove our national problems on poverty, indegiounous people and the immigrants under a rug.
We are the worse spatial people eeverrr..Hence we will walk you to where you need to be
Winter is god's favourite season;)
Timmies is our spirtual beacon

A continuation to my you know you are iraqi when blog:P
September 07, 2008
6:49
Updaties!!!!
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First of all ***boooty dance** RAMADAN KAREEEEEEM..dan dan dan dandaaa Wannasaaa love ramadan love love love.

Second of all my thesis experiment is done..at least part one of it. I need to replicate it..I will outline it sooner or later..maybe maybe not.

Third of all, CLASSES STARTED!!! wananasaa..i know i know..I am a nerd. Oh well here are my courses (I knooooww ur dieing to know them:P)

Java Programming: yawn yawn snore snore..looks riveting..**sighs* helloo course who shall knock me out of deans list and any hopes of grad school....
---------a bit melodramatic eh? ah well what can one do with ones self.

Gender and Crime: oh cool cool cool. We have a mock parole hearing!! had the first class..love it...lot of work..oh well c'est la vie

Addictions: heard the prof was a hottie;) I will get back to you about this one..I tend to learn very will with a mouth watering prof. so cross ur fingers:P

Social work for youth and childern: I needed an elective:P dont judge me. Sounds ahem lovely.. I love childern..:P not

Thesis: the paper from hell. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh stress stress stress..

So yea..Classes plus volunteering, advocating and working..Dont ask..I dont even know why I do this to myself k?
August 24, 2008
20:09
Offcially Coool
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So yea I succumbed too socail pressure. I had been resisting now for three years. But the peer-pressure was too much. Everyone has done it. It is the IT thing to do. And we all know how swayable and impressionable I am. So I succumbed. I did I did. Im not proud of the fact..But hey..As I always say live without regrets..Shit happens..Mistakes mold you as a person..FACEBOOK. here I come:P. I am still trying to get the hang of it..So fuckin confusing..I refuse to have 300 'friends'. thats just ridiculous. Yea you heard me thats silly..Who the hell has 300 friends?? Thats just weird and wrong and all sorts of crazies. Ilmuhim I have it now..And no I will not be adding anyone on..I refuse to have my list go beyond ten..Maybe twenty..with a couple of groups..;P
August 20, 2008
5:53
An Encounter With Mr.Z
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Sun drenched, stretching indulgently on the green banks of the canal she cracks open an eye while trying to cover half a yawn. There poised back slightly arched, legs dangling in unsanitary water, head turned west when she saw him. Just there. Glistening dark brown hair in wild disarray, lower limbs in swimming trunks that have the binary numbers printed in sequence. While the upper body was blissfully naked. Shoulders and arms sculpted to perfection swayed slightly while his abs rippled as he made is slow sensual progression towards her. Hanging around his neck were keys on a key chain that identified him as a biometric grad student.
Strawberry lip gloss tinted mouth curves into a sly smile, resting her lounging body now on her elbows, she takes off her Sophia Loren sunglasses, angling her head flirtatiously. Lowering himself on his knees, tremulous green eyes aligned themselves with her dark brown ones. Oh yummy just yummy.

"Do you mind? You stink, why do you insist on coming to bother me when you smell terrible?"

Note: Z. I love you I do..lol..In my own twisted way.Not everyone is attracted to your fine ass, and it is fine. Get over yourself. And yes I do objectify you..Why wouldn't when you flaunt your goods and brains? I am not responsible for my actions:P I accept your challenge for the run. May the best smelling person win!
August 10, 2008
9:40
Bored..
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Stole a tag..Found it on my computer so its mine now:P Needed something to do..Why am I justifying my actions to you people?!?!:P

BEST:

1. Male friend: more then one.
2. Female friend: same as above
3. Vacation: backpacking through a forigen country

WORST:

1. Time of day: 11 at night..I get cranky its past my bed time
2. Day of the week: none
3. Color crayon: love'em all..expect pink..Yeah thats probably the worst crayon ever

LAST:

1. Person you talked to that goes/went to your school: anwaro
2. Talked to on the phone: Jassies
3. Text: Same jassies
4. Person who Instant Messaged: aha umm..hmmm..A whole bunch:P I talk on msn by bulk:P

TODAY:

1. What are you doing now: not sleeping
2. Wearing: men pj's in navy

TOMORROW:

1. Is: Sunday
2. Got any plans: school,lab, friend social work, shopping, reading
3. Goal: avoid being abducted by aliens
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: I will be running on no sleep

FAVORITE:

1. Number: 3
2. Song: whole bunch..I kissed a girl, mozarts third, the beatles
3. Color: black, neon green

CURRENTLY:

1. Missing Someone: nah
2. Mood: content/cranky
3. Wanting: a treadmill

TRUE/FALSE:

I am a cuddler: FALSE ew. I have a bubble
I am a morning person: TRUE Oh yea!
I am a perfectionist: TRUE mmhmm depends
I am an only child: FALSE **sighs** I wish
I am currently in my pajamas: TRUE Just said that
I am currently pregnant: FALSE yea..noo
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: FALSE.nope..dont have one of those
I am left handed: FALSE
I am addicted to Blogging: FALSE
I am online 24/7: FALSE
I am very shy around the opposite gender: FALSE what other gender?
I can be paranoid at times: FALSE
I currently have a crush on someone: FALSE I dont do crushes
I currently regret something that I have done: FALSE I never regret.
I enjoy country music: FALSEew.."audio terriorism:P"
I enjoy smoothies: TRUE
I enjoy talking on the phone: FALSE hate phones
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work: TRUE I have a hard time paying attention to anything
I have a hidden talent: FALSE talentless is my middle name
I have a lot to learn: TRUE sure do
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: FALSE too boring for secrets

ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone? I dont get angry
2. Which of your friends has the worst temper? The french one and the turkish iraqi one
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? no..I dont express emotions
4. Ever had something thrown at you? I am arab..My family is arab..So yea:P
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream? umm neither? I dont yell I dont scream and I dont stare..I walk away come back and then systematically destory the person infront of me by talking in a monotone voice detailing the many flaws in there character..Im sick:P

EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a surprise party for you? Not that I remeber
2. Are you easily excited? no
3. What are you most excited about? adventure
4. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? TUTION FEE'S PAID OFFF YAAAAA..I know sad.
5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? ibi smoothie:P

1.Sex before marriage? muslim. Can't happen. Besides this needs two people:P
2. Gay Marriage? watever floats your boat sugar.
3. Lower the Drinking age? Drinking destorys the liver.
4. Recycling? DAMN YES!! THE EARTH IS DIEING LETS SAVE IT!! Huge supporter of this..I know its strange
DREAMS

1. What was your latest dream? no sleepy no dreamy
2. Have any of your dreams come true? no dreams so I dont know
3. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had? ummmm falling off a cliff in a wedding dress? that was my husband in the dream..lool

PERSONAL

1. Straight, Gay, Bi? stright..but everyone I think is a little bi no?
2. Do you have a bf/gf? nope.
3. Do you have a crush? one per minute. Im fickle
4.How many beds did you lay in yesterday? um mine?
5.What color shirt are you wearing? pj's whats wrong with this?
6.Name one thing that you do everyday? talk to myself
7.What color are your walls? eggshell white
8.How much cash do you have on you right now? 20 bucks 9.I can't wait till...? APRIL!!!
10.When was the last time you saw your dad? aha six months ago? oh no eight..
11.What did you have for dinner last night? ummm.. oh shrimp and it was lunch:P I dont do dinner
12.Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? my moms mini skirt!
13.What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? the university email account
14.Does anything hurt on your body right now? my nose itches

HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Have you ever failed a class? oh yea..
2. Have you ever sung in front of a crowd? after every exam:P
3. Have you ever not taken a shower for 3 days? sure:P
4. Have you ever slept with a night light? no, I like the dark
5. Have you ever danced in the rain? all the time sugar
6. Have you ever lied? cant. I need lessons
7. Have you ever had contacts? yea
8. Have you ever tripped over something stupid? I trip over nothing I swear
PICK ONE:

1. Samosa, Pakora, Kebab: Samosa
2. Bollywood, Lollywood, Hollywood: whats a lollywood?
3. Love marriage, Arranged marriage: marriage is a dieing institution
4. Honeymoon, no moon: No moon? Huh ?? Of course honeymoon!
5. How many kids would u like 1,2, 3+: none
6. Kulfi, Ice cream: Ice cream
7. Shah ruk khan, Orlando Bloom: both
8. Meenar-e-Pakistan, Eiffel Tower: havent been to either so both
9. Lahore, Khi, Islambad: where is Khi?

still not sleepy...dude..
August 04, 2008
2:41
Youth Coordinator For Multicultural Girls
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Lily-//demonstrating back flips in the water//
Girl 1-' do we have to do that? I hate the water'
Girl 2- 'why are you in the pool then?'
Girl 1- 'cause, everyone is in the pool'
Lily- 'you don't have to do back flips if you don't want to. You can just swim, how about we do laps together?'
Girl 1- ' do we have to do laps? Can't be just float?'
Girl 2- 'Why don't you swim? Its a swimming pool?'
Girl 1- ' mind your own business, I can do what I want, you swim!'
Girl 2- 'I swear your such a..'
Lily- 'ladies'//swims to stand in between them// 'Girl 1 it is a fitness camp you should be at least moving try to swim k? Girl 2 your enthusiasm is terrific buts lets remember that not all of us want to be in the Olympics k? So let's break it up and have some fun'
Girl 1-//grunts// ' but I want to float, why can't I float?'
Girl 2-//rolls her eyes says something obscene in Spanish ---it sounded obscene-- swims away expertly//
Girl 1-//looking at me with her big green slightly reddish eyes//'shes so mean'
Lily-//sighs, mumbles something about not being cut out for this//' hun no she isn't lets just swim together k?'.

Really?? Realllly?? This is what I have been reduced to??? A social worker/psychologist/coach for these girls??? whhhhhy??

yes ladies an gents, for the past couple of weeks, I have been dealing with tween and teen "issues" as part of my stint as a youth coordinator for a fitness camp program thingy.. I love it, I love the outings the energy the movement everything..I just need to find a way to keep the girls mouths shout..duct tape maybe?---Any ideas?
August 02, 2008
19:50
Friendships/Relationships/ugh
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**sighs**

I confess, I am not always the easiest person to be around. I can get ditzy, self absorbant, strange (mumble to myself all the time) and I can appear to be callous. Although I pride myself on being a good listener (I am a psychology major after all) I tend to underrate my friends problems, Its not that I think they're problems are insignificant, but at times I feel if you make an emotional situation more emotional its terrible. But that is not completely true, what is really is my lack of emotional output. While I am incredibly loyal, I run from emotional situations. I can't handle them, I don't cry, I don't scream, I don't throw tantrums. I hate it, I dont know how to deal with things like that.

Over the years however, my group of friends (they are plenty and on a specturm) have all seemed to accoustom themselves to my lack of support in emotional issues. If you need a problem solved rationally, if you need to rant, if you need someone to kick you in the butt and keep you on track,if you want someone just to listen and nod you come to me. If you want some one to sympathize to hold your hand to cry with you to give you a hug, stay away. I personally don't understand why I do that, its not that I don't care. On the contrary I am very much emotionally invested in my friendships.Yet I am always put in a category of the callous and unfeeling. I get branded as being controlling and judgemental.

Although I have never been in a relationship ( shocking I know, but are you really suprised?) I think that breaking up with a friend is much harder then breaking up with a lover. I hate playing coy games, I dont do it, I don't know how to do it. I think at times where saying nothing is the best course of action, my tongue betrays me and says things that further cement me in the unfeeling category.

I understand that people grow apart, that people come and go. More so then alot of people, I have never stayed long enough in a part the world or country to claim stability and life long friends. But over the years, I have learned that if you open you mind your heart and yourself to the world people that will never cease to amaze you will find themselves at your door step. While the traditional would brand my array of friendships as unconventional, and uncharacterstic for a woman of arabic and muslim traditions. I view them as a testment to my love of people and adventure. While I have kept many friendships, I have managed to alienate just as many.
July 31, 2008
4:11
Movie Review
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Some new ones some old ones..I am becoming a movie junkie..I hate it..I love it..I am addicted..No I'm not..Just a little..No..I can stop whenever I want..Doooonnnnt judge me:P

Wanted--oh dear god..Angelina**drool** James McAvoy**drool**--Sci Fi..Guns, hot cars, hot cast, twisted story..love love love 8.5/10

Batman--**fans herself** I almost DIED in this movie..Love love love. Awesome story, great acting..Hands down a favorite. 9.5/10

Kung Fu Panda--he reminds of my belly, saw it at the Imax..I enjoyed it more then my 8 year old sis:P 8/10

Iron Man--oooooooooooooooooooh yea robert downey junior baby!!! Brains, looks, cockiness, corkiness aaahh perfection.. Watched this one twice already;)9.5/10

Get Smart--I was really paying attention to the clothing in this one..Loved the Chanel coats..Soooo fuckin hott. Granted Ann HAthway is a looker..so yea..Watch this one if u are getting in on discount..6.5/10

Hancock--**sighs** my baby..Will Smith..Great job, bubbly movie, typical blockbuster summer movie..Get popcorn and careful not to choke when u get a glimpse of willies butt!! (ladies and gents well worth ur 12 bucks that one scene;))7/10

Indian Jones--snore snore..Horrible writing..Shia Leabouf was amazing though..Wait for it on dvd if you need to see it.5/10

The Incredible Hulk--love love love. Edward Norton**drools** was terrific in this one. I liked it. Watch it on the big screen..Great action sequences..8/10

The Chronicles of Narina: Prince Caspian--I hadnt seen the first one..But damn the prince was fiiine. Other wise I was lost story wise..Read the books or watch at least the first movie..7/10

The Love Guru--speaking as an objective third person..I hated it.:P Aside from the pimping the slut of hockey (the leafs) the entire movie I thought was vulgar. Some parts were great, most felt like a horny teenager flick. PASS ugh 3/10
July 25, 2008
18:52
Bungee Pics
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Ok Blogger is always such a bitch to me. FINALLY got these pics loaded as promised.
First one is me hanging upside down!
The second is me getting ready to jump backwards (I wouldn't jump forward..chicken shit:P)
The Third is during the jump!

Other random pics coming up along with updates if bitch blogger would cooperate.
June 15, 2008
3:10
UPDATE!!!
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omg..I completely forgot about you guys! Well, I completely forgot that I had a blog. lmao. Sorry sorry. Still alive, or barely. This is what I have been up to;
-Finished my dumb classes.. (alhumdualla it was all over all acceptable)-->4th year here I come.

-Got my nose pierced ;)
-Celebrated a b-day (I'm old...22...)
-Saw the Axis of Evil Comedy dudes!
-Went Ripriding!!
-And bungee jumping!!! It was fuckin amazing!!

I'm doing summer classes ..again.. I know..I suck.
In July;
-sky diving
-scuba diving
-10 k run for charity
-rock climbing
-white river rafting

I will post some of the bungee/ripride/axis of evil pics for you folks
Here is a video of my friend who was with us;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRnwRRNLPkg

good times man...good times
February 18, 2008
5:25
ReaAAding Weeekk Baby
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1)Stats assignment
2)Grammaire Francais
3)Journal Du Bord
4)Stats review
5)Algebra practice problems
6)2 Socioeco thought papers
7)Cholestrol presentation
8)Skating on the canal
9)Shopping
10)Skiiiinnnnng!!!!!
11)Moviessss
12)Girls night out
13)3 Dean Koontz &James Patterson waiting
14)trip to montreal!!

doable in one week? Im thinking HELLL YES..

Who the hell needs sleep!
enjoy yourselves my loveliess
February 16, 2008
19:44
UpDaTe!!!
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Hellooooo my loveliiiiesss

1)Busy Busy Busy, I have been studying studying none stop and alhumdulla it seems to pay off so far. But I need to work on it a bit more

2)Dealing with friggin family issues..Its never my issues its everyone elses issues never mine:P Im too boring to have issues

3)SPRING BREAK BAAAABBBY ok well we call it 'reading week' in canada but muwhahah..Should be fun. I will blog about this in a bit

4)I am still working on the outline for my thesis, Im thinking mice,high fat diet and cocaine;)

5)Im in love with the francaphone singers, theatre, cinema, and men:P

6) Happyyy Belated V-Day!! I forgot all about it till my cousin from kuwait texted me :P

7)I am content, overall. Shit happens, it always does, but I seem to be expecting it and I deal with it resonably well:P

8)Icy winds, heavey snow, slippery walk ways, wet boots, frozen nose and other body parts. I FUCKIN LOVEEE IT ALLLLL good to be home. For the past three winters since coming home, I marveled on how i lived without THIS for two years..criminal wallah.

9)Trip to kuwait this summer is offically off.Im taking a law,biol,math, and french class and I wont have time to breathe. Oh and doing my thesis:P. Inshalla next summer, i miss the desert..Sometimes..

10) have more time to blog hop. lots of reading to catch up on..That and sleep.
February 13, 2008
19:48
Garou
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Je suis fou au sujet de vous..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUXGVfmrEN4

**sighs**
mon beau
February 06, 2008
13:57
D.I.D
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DID=Disociative identity disorder(as outlined in the DSMV-IV-TR)
Multiple personality disoders: as outlined in hollywood;)

soooooooo yea, I wanna try out another 'creative' outlet. Rather then writing as well me, I will be writing as alter personalities of me! I knoooooow brilliant eh? :P nOt, I know a couple of bloggers have been doing it, I wonder if this will let me let go of any preconceptions or biasness I may have. I dont think I will be going too far off tangent on this, i.e. I will not try to project a newly immgrated chinese person, simply because I know nothing of the culture and nothing about the language. Besides me is to boring and anal and strightlaced to be intersting..So yea thats the plan..Wannaaasa. I think Im gonna start with Dear Diary type of entires! Ok I gotta I have a midterm in an hour:P
February 03, 2008
9:41
Curious isnt it?
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A gloomy piece of work, suits my current state of mind. Update u guys in a bit.

Curious isn't it?
How we are attracted to danger?
How we feel the need to know others pains?

Curious isnt it?
How we beleive that people change?
How those who deserve happiness dont get it?

Curious isnt it?
How human nature is animalistic?
How a child turns on its parents?

Curious isnt it?
How we crave the attentions of manipulators?
How we readily bite thhe hand the feeds us?

Curious isnt it?
How the word 'love' is taken so seriously?
How the word "I" is so popular?

Curious isnt it?
How the bastards and sluts get what they want?
How every knot we untangle causes another tangle?

Curious isnt it?
How we keep going?
How we walk around, seemling with a cause..Yet we are lost, and have yet to find purpose?
January 09, 2008
10:34
Expose Part 2
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21)I love to skate

22)I have a HUGE, INSATIABLE sweet tooth;)

23)not a fan of arabic music

24)Love black and white arabic and english movies.

25)Eclectic taste in music. Ranging from but not exclusice to Pachebal to one republic to t-pain to the fray

26)I hate coyness

27)I like numbers..sometimes:P

28)Addicted to soccer and hockey

29)Trying new things excite me challenge me and make me happy

30)Im the oldest

31)Indecisive for'what I want to be when I grow up' engineer? doctor? resreacher? professor? mechanic? ---I still dont know the answer:P

32)I cant live without rimmel extra lash mascara and the body shops cranberry lip gloss

33)I feel comfortable in heels and running shoes alike, in designer skirts or levi's.

34)My signature scent during exams is Dolce Gabbana classic

35)Love to run, cardio in general gives me such a buzz..All my dopamine neurons are fully active and make me happy oh so happy

36)I am social and make friends easily but I like and need my solitude

37)I cant write arabic, and my reading isnt much better

38)I love national geographic, and the discovery channel

39) I dont beleive in the institution of marriage

40)I drive myself harder then anyone else. I am my worst critic.
January 08, 2008
5:36
the begining of the end
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School started *gags* maaaaaaaaaaabbbbbbbbbbbbiiiiii oooooooofffttt. Why cant I just close my eyes and open them and be done? eh? huh? Ilmuhim these are my courses this semster..

Health Psych-this is a full year course so Im still chugging at it, but we have finished the neuro part, which btw was awsome, now im stuck with the dumb artsy fartsy stuff..OOOOOOOOOOffffff

French-Im gonna get it this semster, thats it, no more flirting with the hot spanish exchange student. Im gonna be a good student..No promises:P

Microbiology--yea..um..I dont like bio..I needed a bio. So yea..We will see..

Stats Analysis of Variance--YUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPEEEE its like x-mas all over agian!! This class is going to be insane work, but god so so so so intersting!!!

Linear Algebra--this is the second year one, I dont know why Im taking it..I need to seek professional help.ASAP

yea so.. thats what im doing..What are you guys doing? If you have no school dont talk to me:P

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